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Yes, I have an incredibly high sex drive, but even in relationships where I have great sex multiple times a week my nighttime stealth for self-pleasure has persisted.

My college boyfriend, burgundy haired and tattooed, had the high sex drive typical of most nineteen-year-old males.

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What keeps a person returning in the deep, dark recesses of a lonely night? Perhaps the answers to these questions are a great source of shame. I never thought of revealing such answers to anybody, and especially not somebody like him, somebody I could really like.

It seems far too risky, preposterous even. It also seems necessary. Too many of my past relationships were doomed by my inability to tell the whole truth, to fully be myself. Do you accept me? I take a deep breath and proceed to tell him, first slowly, then progressively faster about the scene.

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And so I tell him. Though I had periods of promiscuity throughout my twenties, my biggest issue has always been with what I do alone. And then realizing that person is me.

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You know, your typical run-of-the-mill Catholic guilt stuff.

I had no company with whom to share my new activities and interests. And so this silence morphed into shame.

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I was irritable unless I was fucking or masturbating or planning to do either of these things. Life revolved around orgasm to the detriment of any kind of real progress in my professional or social existence. I was out of control.

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Little did I know that describing my favorite porn scene would be the first of many future admissions that would help peel back, layer by layer, a long and exhausting history of self loathing.

It took much ma and patience for us to expel it from our relationship altogether, though every now and then we slip up. Talking about my habits led me Mentor until 5 looking for horny man examine them, which ultimately led to my desire for change. Holding a secret for too long is like looming unable to take a full breath. I needed to share — often and fully — what had for too long been silenced in order to reclaim who I was underneath my addiction. I needed to breathe again.

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My resistance in telling him only proves how fragile recovery is. Or obsessive scrolling through Craigslist personals. Or lying about my whereabouts. And so forth. Not because I need his permission, his forgiveness or to offer him some act of contrition. But because Hornh need him to see me. To witness. The act of telling the truth, especially about something that makes us ache, Mentor until 5 looking for horny man often the only absolution we need.